Day 21

As I'm purposefully building my web site I am required to distill my intent down to it's purest essence.  It is an interesting and self revealing process.  I find myself peeling back the layers of survival strategies that I have created to manage life challenges and really examining the essence of my WHY.  It's about continuing the work that was begun in Canada.

Day 20

Soooo.  I am becoming more purposeful in how this journey is unfolding.  For me, right now, the devil is in the details.  I find that I NEED to slow down and process what I am doing, and that I have to let go of the sense of a "need for speed".  My work on my web site design is symptomatic of this process approach.  It is a labor of immersion, and then relaxing, moving away from, reflecting, emptying, re-approaching, immersion,... and it continues as the site takes shape.  It is an interesting process and one that I find myself counseling myself on to be patient and enjoy the ride.  I have to let go of "get ér done".  It's an interesting revelation and one that I'm still working to feel in sync with...meanwhile the work continues.

Day 19

I'm revisiting a photo, today that is near and dear to me.  I made a purposeful choice to put my daughter above all else and I have held to that promise for 21 years.  This past year I made a purposeful commitment to change, and reclaim the life I have had on hold.  I have been conceptualizing WHAT I want to do, and my first actual self focused step towards giving that dream legs was attending an AMAZING Write Yourelf Into Motion session with Alexandra Franzen and the "Athabasca 19".  I am still running on the "charge" I received through the guidance, Love, Celebration, and support that was packaged into an insightful and life changing experience.  I am eternally grateful for the "push" these DYNAMIC women have given me, and the encouragement they continue to give.  Ladies, I salute you and honor your journeys.  Thank you for helping me breath life into my future.  Love to you all!